Hay que ver lo que cambian las cosas, evolucionan, maduran. Las mismas circunstancias no producen las mismas reacciones. El tiempo...
Hay una reacción en particular, siempre en el mismo sitio, entrando al coche con los chicos, me surge ese recuento mental a toda velocidad y caigo en la cuenta, a pesar de que todo pintaba negro, negrísimo, he caido bien parada. Me entra la risa, y de esa risa, más risa, y de tanta risa me dan nervios y entre nervios y risas, acabo moqueando.
Hay una reacción en particular, siempre en el mismo sitio, entrando al coche con los chicos, me surge ese recuento mental a toda velocidad y caigo en la cuenta, a pesar de que todo pintaba negro, negrísimo, he caido bien parada. Me entra la risa, y de esa risa, más risa, y de tanta risa me dan nervios y entre nervios y risas, acabo moqueando.
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Aun no puedo dejar de pensar y sentir que me perdí un buen montón de años de mi vida, justo esos que debían ser los "claves" o algo así. Pero en esos momentos de la risa con la llave en el contacto, me siento fuerte, decidida, siento que puedo. La cantidad de cosas que quedan por hacer!
Soy una combatiente, como diría Christina Aguilera, que traduciéndola a mi aire dice algo así como que "después del robo y el engaño, podría estar resentida, pero oh no! estás equivocado! Si no fuera por todo lo que me hiciste, no sabría que soy capaz de reponerme. Así que GRACIAS, por hacerme mucho más fuerte, por hacerme trabajar más duro, porque me hizo mucho más sabia, gracias por hacer de mí una combatiente. Me hiciste aprender más rápido, mi piel es mucho más gruesa, me ha hecho más inteligente, así que gracias por hacerme una combatiente".
Soy una combatiente, como diría Christina Aguilera, que traduciéndola a mi aire dice algo así como que "después del robo y el engaño, podría estar resentida, pero oh no! estás equivocado! Si no fuera por todo lo que me hiciste, no sabría que soy capaz de reponerme. Así que GRACIAS, por hacerme mucho más fuerte, por hacerme trabajar más duro, porque me hizo mucho más sabia, gracias por hacer de mí una combatiente. Me hiciste aprender más rápido, mi piel es mucho más gruesa, me ha hecho más inteligente, así que gracias por hacerme una combatiente".
Humf, After all you put me through
You'd think I despise you
But in the end, I wanna thank you
'Cause you make me that much stronger
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard you're going round
Playing the victim now
But don't even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
No more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now
And never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget
But I remember
Cause I'll remember, I'll remember
It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
You'd think I despise you
But in the end, I wanna thank you
'Cause you make me that much stronger
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard you're going round
Playing the victim now
But don't even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
No more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now
And never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget
But I remember
Cause I'll remember, I'll remember
It makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter